Misty eyes.

Dreadful.

Ever felt like no one actually knows what's boiling in you?

Ever felt like as though what you do doesn't take into account?

Ever felt like you've been torn down into a million pieces?

Ever felt like whatever you do is incorrect?

Ever felt like as though no one ever understands your situation?

Ever felt like you've been punched in the gut so hard that it leaves you completely speechless?

This is how I am feeling right now; a mix of all of the above in a day. The first time that I've ever lost hope in myself, the very first time that I've ever felt this way.

.smun.

Cause everything is never as it seems.

The kawan baik!

FINALS ARE OVER!

:D :D :D

WOOHOO!

And as I promised myself,

I'll post this right after Finals. :)

(This was supposed to be posted on the 21st of October)

To my kawan baik,

HAPPY SWEET 16!

Finally you're 16!

Makes no difference who's older, cuz we're the same age now. :P

Have an awesome birthday, though it's not so awesome with the first day of Finals, but just have an awesome one, aite? :)

I LUB YOU BANYAK-BANYAK! :D

2009.

We've gone through so much together. :)

Thank you for being the awesome-est, best-est KAWAN BAIK!

But basically, I just want to thank you for EVERYTHING. :)

A friend who supports me all the way and a friend who cheers me up always.

I just wanna say,

I LUB YOU SO SO MUCH! :D

Hope you had a great one, though your birthday is on the first day of Finals.

Your present is on the way.

Blame the exams for getting in the way.

Hahah! :)

I'll never forget this:

zhen ni says: (11:32:00 PM)

SUE MUN1

zhen ni says: (11:32:09 PM)

got something to tell you

.SamanthaC. ll .suemun. says: (11:33:15 PM)

okay

.SamanthaC. ll .suemun. says: (11:33:18 PM)

go ahead

zhen ni says: (11:33:30 PM)

I, SIA ZHEN NI

zhen ni says: (11:33:41 PM)

AM VERY GRATEFUL TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU! YOU ROCK!

zhen ni says: (11:33:55 PM)

your parents rock too! cause they sent you to seafield

zhen ni says: (11:33:56 PM)

hehe

zhen ni says: (11:34:13 PM)

btw, i told ur sis the same thing cause both of you really rock as a friend

That, always puts a smile on my face.

:)

Off to watch telly, have lunch, load videos on YouTube and to complete my after-Finals to-do list! :)

.smun.

The kawan baik!

FINALS ARE OVER!

:D :D :D

WOOHOO!

And as I promised myself,

I'll post this right after Finals. :)

(This was supposed to be posted on the 21st of October)

To my kawan baik,

HAPPY SWEET 16!

Finally you're 16!

Makes no difference who's older, cuz we're the same age now. :P

Have an awesome birthday, though it's not so awesome with the first day of Finals, but just have an awesome one, aite? :)

I LUB YOU BANYAK-BANYAK! :D

2009.

We've gone through so much together. :)

Thank you for being the awesome-est, best-est KAWAN BAIK!

But basically, I just want to thank you for EVERYTHING. :)

A friend who supports me all the way and a friend who cheers me up always.

I just wanna say,

I LUB YOU SO SO MUCH! :D

Hope you had a great one, though your birthday is on the first day of Finals.

Your present is on the way.

Blame the exams for getting in the way.

Hahah! :)

I'll never forget this:

zhen ni says: (11:32:00 PM)

SUE MUN1

zhen ni says: (11:32:09 PM)

got something to tell you

.SamanthaC. ll .suemun. says: (11:33:15 PM)

okay

.SamanthaC. ll .suemun. says: (11:33:18 PM)

go ahead

zhen ni says: (11:33:30 PM)

I, SIA ZHEN NI

zhen ni says: (11:33:41 PM)

AM VERY GRATEFUL TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU! YOU ROCK!

zhen ni says: (11:33:55 PM)

your parents rock too! cause they sent you to seafield

zhen ni says: (11:33:56 PM)

hehe

zhen ni says: (11:34:13 PM)

btw, i told ur sis the same thing cause both of you really rock as a friend

That, always puts a smile on my face.

:)

Off to watch telly, have lunch, load videos on YouTube and to complete my after-Finals to-do list! :)

.smun.

Take the leap, make the change.

Hey peeps! :)

First things first,

HAPPY DEEPAVALI!

Anyways, I cooked dinner tonight! :D

Fantastic Roasted Chicken and Mozzarella and Mixed Leaf Salad With Mint and Peach. Recipes by Jamie Oliver. :)

Rock on, Jamie! :D

Here are the pictures! :P

Prepare to drool over your computer / laptop keyboard!

Tossed the salad before preparing the chicken.

Chicken in the oven.

A balanced meal! :D

It tastes GOOD. :P

Too bad Mummy and Dad aren't home to taste it.

No worries, Mummy and Dad, I'll cook it again some night for dinner! :D

Quote Grandma, "Next time we do not have to dine in at Victoria's Station anymore."

Thanks Grandma! It made my day. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

Have a great birthday in Korea! :D

This vid is COOL! "Bounce" by The Jonas Brothers, Demi Lovato and some Camp Rock 2 dancers! SUPER AWESOME.

That's me all hyped up.

See that glass of iced Coke in my hand?

It made me hyper! :P

(Taken during Mooncake Festival celebration)

That's all for now!

Goodbye peeps!

All the best for Finals. :)

.smun.

Just hold on. 3 more weeks to go till it's over.

Butterflies.

Hey peeps! :)

Well, I had a looooong weekend. It's been about a month that I have looooooong weekends. Must be because we are always not home till night time on weekends due to hunting down and making purchases for our new home, which is gonna be ready by the end of the year, hopefully. :D

The new crib in renovation. :D

So yeah. We woke up early today, 9am to be exact, to hunt down and purchase furniture and other stuff. First off we head had breakfast in PJ, then off to Sungai Buloh to look for stuff for the garden. After that, Dad dropped us off at Ikea! YAY! :) It's been ages since we stepped into Ikea. :D And we had a blast there! :D Dad joined us later on when we were in the Market Hall, picking up the book shelves and chairs that we planned to purchase.

Yes, Mum and Dad got me the green one. SUPER AWESOME! They got sis the black one. It's really cool. :D

Mum and Dad dropped me off at Sunway Pyramid at around 2.20pm for Yamaha's Guitar and Drum Fair performance at Sunway Pyramid. MY FIRST PUBLIC PERFORMANCE! :D It wasn't that good actually, there were some complications here and there, but overall, I had a great time and a great experience. Plus, I made a new friend today. No, wait, it was actually yesterday, but anyways, his name is Daniel. :)

A BIG THANK YOU TO MY MUM, DAD, SIS AND MY KAWAN BAIK FOR COMING TODAY! :) AND THANK YOU TO LIESL, SHAUNA AND DENISE FOR THE TEXT MESSAGES! :P

This, is basically how I look like when I'm drumming. Always biting my lower lip.

I'll have to break that habit soon.

And I don't have to post other pictures, because I had the same expression all the way.

LOL.

And just so you know, I was looking to my left because that was where my book was. Although it was a simple song, I HAD to do it with a book, because I couldn't memorize it! (Okay, I admit I was nervous too. In case I had a blank mind on stage, at least I had back up... right?)

The kawan baik and I.

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR SUPPORT!

Seriously! Thank you so so much! :D

I LUB YOU BANYAK-BANYAK! :D

Dad and I.

Thanks for the support, Faddy! :)

And I'm so sorry for keeping you and Mum waiting for like 3 hours when I can be done in 3 minutes. :D

The sista and I.

(This is the most retarded pic of both of us. We do have better pics. LOL.)

THANK YOU SO SO MUCH FOR ALWAYS ENCOURAGING ME!

Rock on, Lamby! :)

Oh, and the other note, I made Mozzarella and Mixed Leaf Salad With Mint, Peach and Prosciutto for dinner! :D But I substitute mozzarella with normal cheddar cheese (I forgot to get mozzarella today), mint with basil leaves and I did not manage to get prosciutto (cooked ham). :( Anyways, rock on Jamie Oliver! :D

It doesn't look as good as Jamie Oliver's one (DUH. Hahah), but Mum liked it! :D I'll try more Jamie Oliver recipes soon. :D

That's all for today. :) Till next time!

P.S. There's a video of my performance today. I'll upload it some day, alright? Keep checking in for the video. ;)

.smun.

Just lucky? How many times can I get lucky?

Tick-tock, tick-tock.

Time is running out.

11 days before Finals.

That's all I've got.

All the best everyone!

:)

Taylor Swift's new music video, "Fifteen". :)

ROCK ON TAYLOR!

:D

.smun.

Count to ten, take it all in.

This, is life.

Touch wood.

Damn, I'm super tired. I'll just let the pictures and the captions to do the talking. Went back to school to redo the rack - AGAIN. To view more pics on Facebook, here's the link.

Sek lying on the tar road. LOL.

This time, Sze Jie joined in and they nearly got rammed down by a boy riding a motorcycle. LOL.

The kawan baik messing my floppy fringe. MEHHH.

A decent one. :)

*points*

Bersemangat. LOL!

Mehhhh. Haha.

I have no idea what they were trying to do.

There she goes again, messing my floppy fringe. Mehhh.

Denise, Johanna and Yee Lei!

Boon!

Denise!

Kelly!

Johanna!

Sze Jie the insect killer and the QM who kept spraying repellent for us.

THANKS! :)

Yee Lei!

Sek!

Sook Yin!

Guo Hao!

The kawan baik and the sista.

Justin, the caveman.

I loveeee this shot!

Awesome candid by me. ;)

My shoe!

Credits to: the sista!

Teamwork.

Us who built it. Excluding the sista, Zhen Ni, Boon and Sook Yin.

A note left on the halfway-done rack.

BWAHAHAHAHA!

Me likey. :)

The six of us who were the last ones to go home.

DONE!

Had a great and fun day, but the fun ended after lunch. Haha. Anyways, I'm going off. Pretty tired. I wanna get some rest. Bye! :)

P.S. As usual, please give credits to my sis / me if you guys grab any of the pics. THANKS! :)

.smun.

Got me going crazy.

Football really drive one nuts.

Seriously.

Take yesterday's match; Manchester United vs. Manchester City

The Red Devil fans will be super happy with the match yesterday.

Although I do not support any of the clubs

(though I despise MU SO MUCH),

I WAS SCREAMING ON TOP OF MY LUNGS WHEN MICHAEL OWEN SCORED THAT FREAKIN' GOAL.

Oh and Dad shove his Michael Owen's jersey in my face. ==

And that led to a massive MSN football war after the match. Hahah.

Oh, Red Devil fans, wait till March 2010.

Manchester United vs. Liverpool.

WOOOHOOOOO!

*evil grin*

.smun.

GO LIVERPOOL! :D

Selamat Hari Raya!

Well well. It' the time of the year again. Most of my neighbors had returned to their respective hometowns, and now the street is deserted and quiet. Hahah, anyways,

SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL!

ESPECIALLY TO THOSE WHO ARE CELEBRATING IT.

;)

Anyways, Cobus's DVD is gonna be on sale soon! WOOHOO! Can't wait! :D

Before I forgot, do check this video out. ;)

Signing off now. Dinner with relatives and grandparents. Which means I get to meet my cute but annoying cousins again! :P

Love them both to bits. :P

.smun.

Guys are like stars. There are millions of them but only one will make your dreams come true. :)

Of wood and Venezuela guys / girls.

Hello peeps! :P Today's the last day of school before the one-week-long Hari Raya break. :D And we had the best time today! We did not attend class, but instead we were cleaning up the wood at the back of the school. :D At the same time, we were actually having fun too! (Photo credits go to Zhen Ni for bringing her camera, and to various peeps who took the pics as well)

Justin, the Head Boy. :P

You should really make this as your profile picture. :D

Kelly! :D

LOL.

The kawan baik and I! :D

Sis took this using Zhen Ni's camera. NICE!

The kawan baik and I - again. :P

I wasn't supposed to be in the pic. HAHAH!

The half-done rack.

Sze Jie and Sek!

Tying the smaller rack.

Putting the wood onto the rack.

With the done rack. :)

1...

0...

4!

Total candid pic. :D

See?! It's superb neat and nice!

I like it. :D

But GOSH! When Puan Wang came around when we were cleaning up after finishing off with the racks, she didn't like the fact that the woods are stored too close to the school building. ==" Thus, we have to take a day off from the Raya hols and shift everything from the school building. Means we'll have fun - AGAIN! :D

What a great day indeed to end the last day of school before the Raya break. :)

P.S. It's not over guys. It'll rain! BWAHAHAHAH! :P

.smun.

Let the rain fall down, and make myOUR dreams come true. :D