When reality is harsh.

At times, I just wanna ignore all of  my homework.

At times, I just wanna blast music from the stereo for long hours.

At times, I just wanna sleep through Monday and not attend school.

At times, I just wanna sit and go online all day long.

At times, I just wanna roam around school for the whole day.

At times, I just wanna spend more time drumming.

At times, I find reality REALLY harsh, not like it hadn't been harsh at all.  : /

At times, I wish I can revert time back to 2008.

At times, I wish that weekdays never existed. 

At times, I wish that I'm on a vacation FOREVER.

At times, I wish I can gather all my courage and will to give you a black eye for whatever you'd done to me which had left me in pieces on the inside.

But NO.   I can't do any of those above. At this point, being a Form Four student,  life is harsh, hectic and stressful.   Everyday, it gets harder.   But this is a part of high school life that we'll never get in the future.  But, y'know, I always  TRY  to look on the brighter side of things because things seem better somehow.  (:

We only live once, why not live it up to the max?

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Especially you! Zhen Ni, SMILE ALWAYS. I know you're sad about your lost monkey.  (:  I'll cheer you up someday in school. Who knows?

zhen ni says: (11:32:00 PM)

SUE MUN1

zhen ni says: (11:32:09 PM)

got something to tell you

.SamanthaC. ll .suemun. says: (11:33:15 PM)

okay

.SamanthaC. ll .suemun. says: (11:33:18 PM)

go ahead

zhen ni says: (11:33:30 PM)

I, SIA ZHEN NI

zhen ni says: (11:33:41 PM)

AM VERY GRATEFUL TO HAVE A FRIEND LIKE YOU! YOU ROCK!

zhen ni says: (11:33:55 PM)

your parents rock too! cause they sent you to seafield

zhen ni says: (11:33:56 PM)

hehe

zhen ni says: (11:34:13 PM)

btw, i told ur sis the same thing cause both of you really rock as a friend

AWWWWWWWWWW!  :D  That's sooooo nice of you.  (:

Walking away from harsh reality? Impossible. It is another part of life. Oh well...

Ahhhh,  Sunday is gonna be over in less than half an hour's time.   ):   Monday blues. Bluek.

.smun.

I'd seen your true colors.